The Pain

Do you hurt inside
Wish to waste away and die
Are those tears I see you cry
Babe please don’t lie

You cry for all the pain
The years washed away in the rain
Love seems lost not this again
Yet here you are going insane

He consoles you with words
And you feel like you’re heard
But truth is it still hurts
That feeling that leaves you unsure

How can this be feeling this broken
The guilt rides in can’t be forgiven
All the while try to forget, let life in
But the memories they haunt, can’t win

How we try to run from the web we weave
As for me, It’s her love I grieve
And I can’t pour my soul to empty sea
So I ought take my leave

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Did You Miss Breaking Me? (2012)

Did you miss me
Darling, your heart has yet
To be as broken, o no
Love your pride hasn’t been stolen
Did you miss me?
As you broke me down
As you drug my heart around?
Nothing like the love I had
This difficult emotion
Did you miss me princess
As you broke me down
No your heart hasn’t been torn
The way you slashed mine
Your pride is whole
While I cry myself to sleep
Yeah you never missed me
The cut it runs so deep
I’ll just forget you
I’ll try to lie my love away
Aniya isn’t real, no one ever stays.

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Unfed (2011)

By Damien Knight

I have not fed in so long
Been sometime and I wonder
Of all the ways I’ve gone wrong
When will I feed again?
The love I thirst for, the touch I ache
More bitter dreams, empty vision
They leave me feeling heartache
These omens I must heed

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Determined

By Damien Knight

I failed, once more I couldn’t make it work
As long as I am alive, physically alright
I won’t dwell on the pain just let go
I’m able to move on, alone at night
I’ll be ok, my children are more important
They will be my rock through this storm
Everything I will do is for them
Their adoration will be what keep me warm

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Destined, Broken (Dec 13 2011)

By Damien Knight

I am destined to remain broken
After all this still heartbroken
I had hoped for us, for so much
I loved her forever yearned to touch
I’ll love her forever I can’t change it
How I feel or the anguish I can’t forget
It rips away and eats at my soul
I thought it was her, I’ll never be whole
Wish I knew what to do what to say
When the sun rises and dawn becomes day
I am sure to sleep what’s the saying
Plenty of blood in this world to feed me
No, I mean plenty fish in the sea, whatever
None will due I thought, I want only her
Yes, I still love her I can’t help the feeling
This misery is how I am agony’s king
I fell in love and love haunts over me
Leaving me with tears and worry
I feel both whole and hallow in this world
A world abuzz with lights and without my girl
Ending with her hurts me like knives of ice
She used me for money though, not nice
I promised and I failed what can I even say
I couldn’t, I just couldn’t, and wouldn’t stay
I am glad, in the end, I’ll make it through
Her love was broken and not love true

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Thoughtless (Dec 2011)

By Damien Knight

My love for her was not enough
Devotion could not save me now
I played my hand I acted tough
Can I salvage this somehow
No my heart is shattered, gone
I was careless and believed it’s true
I should have seen it all along
But she isn’t Aniya, isn’t you
Still my heart my undying passions
I was a jerk entirely insensitive
There is no way I can be forgiven
I hate myself, I rather not live

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Distant (2013)

By Damien Knight

I feel forgotten almost sad
No not almost, the weight is sorrow
I know inside it’s the drop
My decreasing testosterone
Yet I feel such heart ache
I spent all day mind on her
I just want to see her
To stand at her side again
How is it we live so near
Yet we’ve become so distant

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